10:04 PM Thursday, December 03, 2009
ARGH! Gotta go to SJ camp by myself this
sunday for POP.. oh gosh why so unlucky!!! And also have to go to my cousin's birthday dinner at night...I also dun really want to go cos not so close with my cousin.. we are just the type, together one day very close then after that never contact
liao..
hahas.. that kind .. anyway still dunno POP what time yet.. so might need to go both...
Hais i so antisocial.. 2 social events in one day.. hate
sunday..
sunday bloody sunday..LOL..though i much rather go for the
b'dae party n ignore everyone then go POP and spaced out by myself..
LOL..
hais nevermind used to it already!!
I can still remember yesterday class BBQ,
HJ,
QY and i were like outsiders.. played cards and ate by ourselves..
LOL.. we like so 自闭 can... but still glad that they stuck by me.. love them lots lots!! And today went out to find job with SQ and L..
omg i super depressed
lor!! Every shop i ask turn me down.. am i not friendly??
LOL i guess i really unlucky la..
hais..
nvm at least i not going for 3 days camp.. not like last
yr's camp.. had to go by myself.. oh gosh that camp was super horrible.. it was so so so lonely.. to the extreme!! You can finally know how much the people around you dun want to be with you.. I practically weep tears of joy when there are no more trainings i need to attend.. hate me all you want, that's just the way i am so accept it...
oh my so long never go SJ
liao but anyway who will remember me.. like hello?
i'm miss antisocial and miss
invisible.. its okay as long i remember myself.. LOL anyway it will be the last time and i am so NOT sad..-slaps self-
LOL.. off to watch project runway.. not sleeping early today cos
HJ birthday
tmr!! shall wish her at midnight!!
WHOOHOOS!
加油 ALEXIS! I LOVE MYSELF EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD HATES ME!!
♥♥♥Oh and i love dramas, K-pop, food and many many stuff..
yada yada.. -
stich mouth-
-twists-
I make it rainism the rainism...
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